Regret and other nonsense

I would now like to apologize for my last post. It was completely inexcusable to carry that kind of attitude. I have felt so bad that I've been awake since 3am. It won't happen again.

Moving on,not much else to report. Bear the puppy got in the trash this morning grrrrrr. Why do dogs like that anyway? Do they not care about nasty smelly food? I mean they have noses and all, do they not find bad smells displeasing? I know the trash smelled as evidenced by the slight odor permeating my den thanks to leftover butter beans and coffee grounds!

So the big day is getting closer. This is my last weekend as a stay at home mom. I feel as though a parting celebration is in order, I mean 10 years of staying home with the kids is a long time and I feel as though I'm saying goodbye to a decade of laughter, tears, boo boos and kisses, and well, you get the point. I know that's silly. I know I'll always be their mommy, I know I'm not going to miss that much being as they'll be at school while I'm at work, it's just that ever present hatred of change that I have. Ugh, I'm so scared!!!!

Tonight brings church, tomorrow DQ is in Annie at school, and Fri. I will be in Atlanta all day filling out paperwork, getting a physical and flu shot, taking a drug calculation test, etc. Saturday DQ has her first horse show. Yea DQ!!! I'll have plenty of pictures to post!! She'll be riding Champ. Pray for her that she'll remember her pattern and that Champ won't be stubborn. He is very lazy and would rather stop for pets than walk and trot like he's told to do.

Well, I must go, I have errands to run.

Amy