Be forewarned that if you don't want to read my whining then this is not the post for you. If you do continue on, I apologize for my whining, but it simply needs to be done.
I am struggling. I am really having a hard time right now and I need your prayers. I know that there are so many terrible things happening out there to many of you right now, and for that I am truly sorry. I know that my little issues pale in comparison, but I am frustrated and sad, and I just need to whine for awhile.
As you know, I am working nights and it is not going so well. I have had a constant headache for weeks now, and even sometimes borderline migraine. I press on. I cannot get to sleep well anymore, and when I do I wake up in pain from my head and neck aching all the time. I am so tired and I am not a girl who does well without good rest. I will press on.
DQ is really working my last nerve these days. She is really going over the top with the emotional roller coaster. Also, I just cannot reason with her about anything EVER!! She just bursts into tears over every little thing you say or do that she doesn't like. Her math grade is steadily falling and fractions are going to be the death of me. Her teacher has been more that kind about allowing her extra time and tutoring, but DQ just won't have it. She has an excuse for everything, and is very good at playing the victim. I feel horrible because all it seems I'm ever doing is getting on to her, fussing at her, or just plain ready to choke her!!!! Nothing is ever enough, everything is always wrong, and she just cannot be reasoned with in any way. Ugh!!!!!!
As previously posted we have been having a few issues with our Internet provider. Well, I can not access my email at this point and I'm just too aggravated to deal with it in a Christian manner, so I will divert from that for a while and just hope and pray nothing urgent comes through for the next few days.
Hubby needs about $10,000 worth of dental work done, not to mention DQ's mouth is also a mess and needs some orthodontic work done ASAP. Fortunately our dentist is working with us on the money part, and hubby's mouth will simply have to be done in phases,but is is possible and that is a blessing and I am deeply grateful for that.
BB is doing fine thankfully. He's a little wound up these days, having some trouble exhibiting self control, but for the most part he's fairing pretty well considering the emotional time bomb he's currently living in.
Thanks for your time, I will go pout elsewhere for now.
Good night and God Bless,
Amy