Cancer

I don't know if this is a post I want to write. I am sad. I am angry. I am scared. I am frustrated. I don't know how to feel, what to think, what to do. CANCER.

My dad has cancer. That sucks. I just don't know how else to say it. My dad has LOTS of cancer and that REALLY sucks.

My dad is suffering and that sucks. My mom is suffering and that sucks too. In fact, I can't think of anything about any of this that doesn't suck!

Right now we are in hurry up and wait mode. We have so many questions, so many decisions to make, so many ideas. We are dealing with red tape, and doctors who don't care enough. We are in the south, and if you know anything about the south it's SSSSLLLLOOOOOWWWWWW. Nothing is getting done in a timely manner and that is so very frustrating! "Oh, well it's 3:00 on Friday, we can't do anything till next week!" WHAT????? "There is only one pain specialist in the area and he's out of town for a week." WHAT?????? "This isn't the Dakota's you know, if you want that then you should go there" WHAT?????

OK, fine then, we'll go there!
Amy